Picture
HIGH NOON

sunshine illuminates
a drowsy world 
brought into sharp focus.

A heavenly voice shouts,
“Wake up! All of you! Now!”

(but I am awake, I am)

“Wake up! Wake up!”

“I am awake,” voices  murmur all around

all over the world
the voices are heard,

“But I am awake”

“Soy despierto”

“Vaken förmiddag”

“Ik ben wakker”

“Je suis éveillé”

“Ich bin wach”

“Sono sveglio”

“Jeg er våken”

“Estou acordado”

“Emai gruπnov”

“Ho sui mino”

“Ha shui miyo”

“Ich bin waken”

“Senderho sen vac”

xxx


THE NAKED LINE

less than a reed, 
near non-existent . 
starved steeple 
heavenly aspirations. 

a Giocometti 
shaved down 
to it’s thinnest  
vertical being 

the breeze 
of your purity
stirs up the grit 
of my flaws 

they battle 
now repel
now attract
leaving a trail
in their wake

it gathers 
particle by particle
clings for survival
to our invisible separation

the line, 
becomes a sculpture

a poem

xxx
OF THINGS WRIT.

0f things writ
of amorous endeavors:
steamy sublime submissions
saucy syrupy salivating savorings
spasmatically straining stridings
smothering, 
slamming stiffened succumbings
slipping, sliding sucking 
to sudden sensual simultaneous satisfactions
sampling sublime scents, 
swift straight stiff 
solid submergings
scandalous scramblings, 
sprawling spreadings
striving,  striding,  shrieking,  sighing
sweating sessions 
of  slippery sexual soulful searchings
sinful strokings, 
startling suctions! 
staccato stutterings
slow soft sumptuous seductive squeezings
slowly soaring surging skyward to starry        
splatterings
and spillings of slimy sticky staining stuff,
I truly believe I’ve had enough

um..Do you mind if I light up?

                     xxx

The Day That My Ship Comes In. 



my enemies will pay and the lechers stay away

the greedy will sink in the harbor
the rats will go away and good things will stay
the day that my ship comes in
I’ll kill the mighty
I’ll kill them one and all
I’ll toss their bodies in the water
I’ll pick up the tab
for my friends out in the cab
and I’ll marry Bill Gate’s daughter
I’ll build a mall, will be free to one and all
the caviar and wine will start flowing
I’ll bring in some bands to play some one night stands
and all my friends will be glowing
I’ll control the weather
I’ll join the single together
I’ll give them rooms in the motels
I’ll find them all places
in all the right places
and they’ll never again know sorrow
I’ll burn all the passports, the churches and flags
I’ll outlaw conventional lives
I’ll rebuild the cities and put up more bars
and some good seedy old-fashioned dives
my enemies will pay and the lechers stay away
the greedy will sink in the harbor
the rats will go away and good things will stay
the day that my ship comes in

xxx
4 Frames Per Second

everything moving slowly
feeling of déjà vu
as in a De Chirico piazza

shadows frozen
pale sky darkens
Times Square, a cemetery

Santo Francesco
Uzi in hand
has pinned a naked virgin
against a gravestone

she bends forward
licks the gun

in blackness
lightning flashes
sinister happenings
here a murder
there a suicide

a mother carves her son
into pieces that will
never find their way
back together

screams
a dog barking

the stand-up comics
are crying

black
the color of choice
in Manhattan
xxx

I'm Happy!

I tell you I’m happy.
I tell you I’m gay.
it’s not what you're all thinking,
I'm just not that way.
I tell you I’m happy
now that you’ve gone away.
I tell you I’m happy,
well, I was yesterday.

darling be happy for me
oh my darling
be happy for me

chorus:

‘cause I'm happy
so happy
I'm happy
in my waaaaaaaaaaaay
I'm happy
so happy
well, I was,
yesterday
when you left
I was joyous,
my world seen through tears.
I celebrated
by having some beers.
they told me the next mornin'
I’d had quite a few.
got my nose broke, my eyes poked,      
I got me some ribs busted too

darling be happy for me
oh my darling
be happy for me

   (chorus)
there's now a full moon
shine-ing for me to see.
here’s a bright red ripe apple
on my very own apple tree.
my tears, well, they’re all gone now,
my bull’s is in the stable,
my ship’s back from the sea.

darling be happy for me
oh my darling
be happy for me
chorus)
 
I’m a-waiting now in the garden,
just waiting here just for you.
I’ve bought you a dozen roses
& a new black nighty too.
all these other fine women,
ell, they just will not do.
I know, ‘cause I’ve tried quite a few,
& I hunger only for you.

darling come home to me
please come home to me
chorus-end)

xxx

 
 

that crazy magpie
hidden in the tree
talking my language

xxx


how delicious, in
their own private ballroom, two
tongues doing the tangle

xxx



Bullshit Plays To A Sold Out House

upon the page writ with ink invisible
some colored words of prose he did there lay
then smell of putrid violets decay
what was to be at first naught but some play

though in the deadly silence sounds did sing
the sound of bells this day they do not ring
where on a stage alone his heart does pine
this is the night the limelight fails to shine

to make the pain and torture go away
perhaps a word or two that might be true
perhaps a way to bind himself to you
what else could be this thing we do but play

such play will sate the hunger of our soul
may clear the fearful monsters from our way
such play will fill the Zen monk’s empty bowl
unite us with our God on Judgment Day

the words they find for ears an empty hall
they echo through the corridors and all
that hear them in this poetry house
are ten flies, three rats, and a frightened mouse

invisible the persons standing there
who with like he his own felt thoughts would share
while in the stately house across the way
bullshit plays to a sold out house today

xxx



the ripe apple blushes
a pleasant red on yellow
eat, before it rots

xxx





April 1st

           
outside the window   
the moonless night
reflects the wretched
warped condition
of this stained & angry soul
a flat dull-black blob,
throbbing darkly
once more, then again,
at this cruel instant
some call life,
I call ‘Wha...?!’

not for naught that
this singular
momentary
exclamation point
that seems I
will thus do
nor seek refuge
in that other place,
the promised afterlife,
where one might at least,
have asked Dante
(who would have made
a great Sherlock Holmes)
“Is Dis Hell?’”

yet some spreach
there is nosuch that
some call blissful heaven
cold death awaits
these all and lamenting voices
raised
in angry despair
at this forsaking God
who plays His absurd & cruel joke
for what?

a nanosecond diversion
in infinity?

to clear His throat?

(or are we all one big God fart?)

but surely He also:
must have
laughed at the
pratfalls of
hopeless comics
in the forgotten
silent scratchy flicks
rotting in the warehouses
of Hollywood potentates

cried when
‘what’s her name’
died in ‘Love Story’

gazed,
with glazed
& lustful
half closed eyes,
sensuously stroking
His jaw
with an overly long
index finger,
on the likes
of Mae West           

yet will He forsake
one and all
to retire
once more
sleep a momentary goggle of years
then to wake &
all is anew,
a repeat performance, so to speak,
by His, not our, will.

 reality 2?

once and now again?

son of Ii was?

the return of imaginary things?

                                                                                                                           
then yet once more
 an omelette in a pan
will the universe
with a whimper
gently fold &...HEY!

are you YAWNING!?

jeez! the universe is folding over here and you YAWN?

you are truly jaded


WAKE! WAKE!
sleep nor yawn,
bored reader, no more,
there are poems
here to score

you know who it was
that wrote this nonsense
for all to read,
but who was it that planted
the poetry seed?

who read this far?

how come read & read are spelled but not pronounced the       
same?
 
red and read?
 
If a bad poem is excellently bad is it excellent?
 

what are those brown kidney shaped things in ‘Pork & Beans’?

& if pork comes first shouldn’t there be more of it?

come on now, shouldn’t it in truth be called ‘Beans & A Teeny

Weeny Little Piece of Pork Fat’?

 
xxx        



Swann

the cookie dipped
memories awaken
there was a woman once
rustling skirts and jeweled arms
thud tinklings of gold
each playing a part
properly costumed
hiding the nude realities
craving flesh to flesh
gentle nestlings in the nights
nude perfumes were his delight
the silhouette crossing the room
beautiful in morning light
the craving in his loins denied

“may I call on you this evening?”
“No, I think not”

& was it then he felt the shot of envy?
racing from cafe to cafe, slowly going mad
handsome in his evening clothes
ivory tipped cane
vowing to never see her again
now the wine was not so fine
flowers gave no odors
it mattered not that the sun rose
rain, his companion
thunder and lightning
reinforced convictions
with time beauty bloats

the fat old lady
sits on her balcony
chain smoking cigarettes
watching the world below

a million miles away
the poet retreats.
to a cork lined room

xxx    




Awooooooooo . . .


Last night
you heard a wooing
on the horizon
I never said
I was normal

midnight prowls
are not my way, but
a full moon
can’t be
resisted

off come hated tie,
cursed clothes.
I run naked
into the forest
fingers & toes,
now claws,
in primal damp earth

on legs draped
in new grown hair,
incisors magically longer
gleaming shiny sharp,
wet white
in the night

bathed by moonlight
keen eyed & howling,
I am terrifying

cold moist black nose
quivers in air
saturated with scents

I salivate only to yours


tonight I come for you

xxx



My Gal

                                       
                                                                           

I had a girl she was sweet
a heart full of love
it seemed to me
we spent our nights
in each others arms
making love, reciting poetry
(musical passage, guitar)
one day i woke up in the dawn
my sweet baby was gone

(quickly into:)

I’m billy@heartbroken.com
I’m sure you’ve seen my kind around
we’re the guys sulking in the bars
drinking all that beer
we’re the guys who’ve lost
everything dear

(change of beat)

she took my rifle
and she took my Colt
she took my Rolex
and she took my boat
she took my cell phone
and she took my Tullamore Dew
she took my pick-up
she took my stash
she took my CD-s
she took my cash
she took my Visa
and she took my hound dog True Blue

she took my iBook
she took my Porsche
she took our trailer
and she took my horse
she took our check book
and she took our son Bobby Lou
                                                                                                            
she took my Stetson
she took my boots
she took my Harley
she took my suits
she took my guitar
and she took my best friend Shirley Sue too

 
I’m billy@heartbroken.com
I’m sure you’ve seen my kind around
we’re the guys sulking in the bars
drinking all that beer
we’re the guys who’ve lost
everything dear

(slow, sad guitar and violins passage)

one day i woke up in the dawn
my sweet baby was gone

(end with slow note pick on guitar of last two lines)

xxx







Bring Me The Head Of The Novice


“bring me the head of the novice
put it up there on the shelf     
next to my bombast trophies
near my championship Parnassus belt

bring me the toes and the fingers
bring me the bleeding heart too
I’ve got this incredible hunger,”
(she purred sensuously)
“I’m feeling like neophyte stew.”

the eyes of the body-less head
gazed out on the landscape beyond
through a ancient square Tuscan window
towards the hills of which it was fond
hills worthy of Piero della Francesca’s
ever fine and magic blessed hand

rolling so smoothly ever gently
a moonlight bathed blessed Latin land
seemingly random scattered cypresses
dotted the vales and the loved distant hills

he tried to express that and more
in stanzas that lacked meter or skills

“I wonder,” he added, randomly,
musing on all he did see
“If I were to score to staff
as notes the cypresses
exactly as they are there

would I hear Vivaldi?

 

xxx








Oh Come All Ye Sons Of Sonnets


oh come all ye sons of sonnets,
make our day, blow our bonnets.
slay us also with your fancy prose
avoiding words like ‘dese’ and ‘dose’.
still, I would add, with all your skills,
you write not for the folk,
but for each other and with-not to my surprise
one eye on the glory prize.

xxx



I had Hoped . . .

I hoped to make you see
that hidden inside of me
mad dog ready to tear free


silently, desperate aging fool,
sits without cards at the game table.
hope held
like the hand cupped bee
captured when very young

xxx



Dancing All The Steps I Know

as soon as I entered the bar I saw her
sitting at the far end God she was beautiful
black silk party dress bare shoulders
spaghetti thin straps she was
nursing a martini her short black hair
covering one eye ala veronica lake

I immediately went into
some steps i thought might work
she dint even notice

I tried some fancy footwork
ending with a near perfect moon walk
she kindda smirked, looked
at the guy three stools down
like she’s sharing the joke of me

I got desperate, did some pirouettes
but only got some admiring glances
from two guys at the near end
they looked me up and down
like they were interested or something

I ignored them, folded up my arms,
flapped them like wings,
cawed out a complex melody
while turning slowly in a circle
and damned if that didn’t fail also

what’s a guy to do when
none of his mating dances work?

xxx



Ode To A Pussy Kat


I luv yuz yez my Krazy
and all the woids yuz use.
I luvz yuz fine dizpozition
and the wayz yuz bricks the rules.

and if yuz got this far my friends,
why yuz will luv her too.
yuz’il furgit all yuz bin told
and like her yuz will do.

so hir at last
I give it to yuz
my ode to a pussi Kat.

Pikasso luvd her.
kummin’s luvd her.
‘kauz kat really knos where it’s at.

oh Krazy
my Krazy
I bin too lazy
to learn the saurus,
add verbs.

I taut I could do it,
I just couldn’t do it,
those isoterik woids.

sittin’ here in the midow
In the clover and doo.
writin’ the woids
singin’ the pome
but more offin thinkin’ of yuz.

yuz see my darlink,
my priciouz darlink,
I just at this momint hoid
I’m only a flee on the boid.

what? yuz say the boid has fetters?
me thinks that there’s hope, as Dickinsin writ.
maybe when I finish this pome
we’z can get on wid it?
                                                                                                                          
oh mi gosh!, there’s Offissa Pupp.
he’s watching us.                                                                                                                    
we’s sure kant f**k around now dear.
his got out his speel checker
and his blu penzil corrikter,
as if those would do anithink good here.

lookit! there’s Ignantz
he’s got him his surragut p***k
to hit my biluved in the head
wid wot he calls a brik.

dunt pay him no mine dear.
yuz doin’ just fine dear
stayin here wid me instid.

yes, there are utters.
there iz mahitibil,
that marquis lady.
luv drove her krazy.
wid luv
she never was sexcisfull.

and then there iz Tom
of Jerry fame
and he iz a munster
widir he won or knot.

and then there iz the
grit Micivirty.
him wid yuz toogeder
I’d luv to see

and there are many utters
I am shur.
I just dunno ‘bout them.

but it dunt mitter.
yuz suffic my darlink.
yuz fill my kup
to the brim.

oh Krazy, my Krazy.
I just kant git ‘nough of yuz.
I knos all yur strip
bot knot yur sweet lips.
ut yuz as yuz is
will have to do

yuz is the tru poet,
yuz rightly dunt kno it
and that makes yuz yuz,
yuz see?

and yuz, in the Kokonimo valley
sirrounded by mezas,
Is so much bitter
than we’z

oh Krazy Im so glad
yuz has a hard head,
I wouldn’t want to see yuz hirt
yuz kno.

yuz is so nikid
wid only a kollar
and the sometimes present rose.

Ignatz hates yuz.
yuz call it luv.
yell, one man’s castle is another
man’s hell,
I sippose.

I’ve seen yuz my darlink
dir in the valley
Llon in swit riptuos ripose.

I was so jellous,
ever so jellous,
to see my darlink in luv
wid a maus.

watch out, watch out,
for Offissa Pupp.
he’s in diskize.
he aint nothing like us.
but undir it all,
the suit and the cap,
he is nikid too

oh Krazy, my Krazy
my darlink feline lady
I write in a linguage
yuz kno’s.

it ain’t quit rime.
it ain’t quite rite.
and it cirtainly
ain’t prose.

it’s prictickly monosylibik
ain’t that somethink?
‘cause I kno a woid or two.

but we’s alike my Krazy.
we break all the rules.

George Hawimmin kriated yuz
in just a momint,
the POP of BANG
insipirition.

he was a mensch,
he stuck to his guns
and avoided rigulation.

‘If knot fir yuz
what vould I duz’
Zimmirmin sang long ago.

a sweet song that is.
he writ it, he sang it
to whom I do knot kno.
bit it kouldda bin
to yuz, I sippose.

but I’ll share yuz wid
every one utter dir.
because to the woild
yuz bilong

yur pose,
yur innicints,
yur stile,
yur beuties,
yur woids,
yur gullibilities,
yur song.

yuz are the must pirfict
of all zen vissils:
a bittumliss pale.

‘cause I luv yuz my Krazy.
yuz such a lady.
yuz make my hirt bells ringga-ding-ding.

doncha kno my luvly,
my darlink dear luvly,
that’s it’s aways bin
of thee
that I singe?

xxx

 



Fur Ciepan Eower Sawol Fur Se Deville


fur ciepan eower sawol fur se Deille
eow sculan bye middeneaht freiday fabruarie thirthenth
on un quadeanno butan habban byried un deade toode 
paet haes byne pikkled inne blod raed wynne
foer ne laes paet fore dogore ne ma butan ot
under se eald actreo aet se gealguroode
of Mynster Lyne ond Hellebrond Roode
paet eow gelust findan gif paet giet foray
juste thirthen myles nora off Cymdam Faere inne Lyndentownne
ond sitte eow foray
hwaenne un blaec hraeglede man gelust becuman to eow
ond hee gelust answarian habban eow doone min biddan
ond eow sculan answarian giese
fram paet niht onne foer thirthen anni
eow gelust cunnan feoh, faemme ond maere
ond habban ne forhtian
butan ofer yaer thirthen plusse man
eower lif shalle beon doone
ond eow gelust foray kibben eower dogore
ece inne helle

xxx



I Saw The Devil The Other Day

 
I saw the devil the other day
absinthe will make it that way

we took a walk just he and I
under full moon he said-now you die-

-what?- I said,- I’m much too young.
I’ve lots of things to do-
              
-I’ve taken many away- he said
-you’ve told me nothing new

let me describe to you my hell
he put me in a fiery shell
I had a tube I could look through
and at the heavenly end was you

xxx

 
I Was Mistaken About Black Holes


 “I was mistaken about black holes”
(that was the headline)

the great Stephen Hawking
will give a paper, In Dublin,
on that subject

I went into town
looking for the effects
of that headline
on the folk

exited people gathered
discussing the article
and the future of physics.

one man chalked
on the road,
for all to see,
his equations
on the subject

while another pointed out
a flaw in the algebra

fists fights broke out
bricks and stones flew
some ran home to fetch
pitchforks, baseball bats

the police came
took sides,
drew weapons

things started looking
serious

I tried to intervene,
to explain
that they should keep
their senses of humor
that’s what black holes are for
old jokes, clichés, and such
to disappear into, said I

the jokes and clichés
will be around a bit longer
until Mr. Hawking can find another solution
but he will,
I assured them,
he’s a genius,
one of the greatest of all times
he will not let us down

they wouldn't listen
shots were fired,
many were wounded

oh hell, you'll probably read all about it
in the papers tomorrow


xxx



what is this brief taste of sweet,

this SPLAT!?

xxx

HOME

screened shadows in darkness
transformed miraculously to things and flesh
(she is lovely, real.
liquid blue eyes whisper,
plead, ‘I’m yours, jump’)
ship-less stranded on alien isle
spelled by enchanters we sleep
bliss, sweet bliss, wake no more,
never more wake
close by a passive blue sea
and near horizon
Penelope and home
an eye-blink away
xxx

 

 The Bar

I’d like to find a bar somewhere
full of people like you.
we could all sit around
drinking beer, whiskey, whatever
and talk about poetry and freedom,
what it all means,
sing a song or two,
shed tears for those we miss,
feel our kinships,
all huddled up together
in the bar’s warm space,
feeling the grace
and love, that something, somewhere,
bestowed upon all of us
else we not be here at all.
sure it’s rough, there’s pain, loss, sorrow
and we’ve all felt and had them.
that’s why we share these moments,
and know that our lives add up
to one.

that bar
would be closer to God
than all the churches and temples
in the land
xxx

 

 

 

 

 


 The Poets Devil

I saw a poet claw at air
so desperate was the thirst
to find the single word or phrase
that would complete the verse
the Devil grinned, this was his field
the colony of the needy
so much more rewarding than
the millions of the greedy

he grabbed his Devil’s rhyming book
published by Burma-Shave
he’d show the poet how to write
and how to miss-behave
“I’ll tell you how my poet friend

to find your way out of the muck
and if you’re truly lucky
to maybe make a buck
it’s all so nice and simple
rhyme all your lines with duck”
“sign here.
o, no, don’t use blood you idiot.
use ink.
it’s more painful”
xxx
                                                                                                                         
The File Cabinet

the day at the coast in Poros
you were ill
I cured your aching stomach
with soda crackers
the day my Harley
arrived from the States
the entire town watched
as we uncrated it
the night in Arles
at Van Gogh’s Yellow Cafe
we drank good red wine,
ate bad tourist food
the afternoon we argued
going from Paris to Aix
you made me stop the car
so you could ‘walk home to Vienna.’
the early morning phone calls
your father had died
later your mother
you barely made the burials
the day in Venice we spent
putting down Italians
that night a waiter ran
to give me the Leica I had left
the day on the dunes
outside of Provincetown
I cried, you were leaving me,
and America, forever
the week In south Italy
at my relatives
everyone admired
your long blond hair
the night of the day
i got the fellowship
the bottle of champagne
we happily drank
and the one we drank
not long afterwards
when you won
your prestigious prize
the years we spent
on a hill north of Lucca
fixing up the old cantina
that is still unfinished
it’s all there
in that file cabinet
filled with
weekly notebooks

xxx
                                                                                                                         

 
The Gypsy Poem
 
the sound of gypsy music
lures me to a tavern
mean musicians glare
through the smoky dim
a flamenco man’s stiletto heels
beats the beat
a woman lays in heat
on a hardwood floor
covered with coins
flying from the fingers
of Manitas de Plata
furiously plucking impossible notes

 
xxx

 

 
The Large Glass

the bride a wisp of smoke
in a paradisiacal heavenly reign
a strong horizon line
separates her from seekers
trapped below
bachelors on one side
the mill on the other
we unmarried,
who grind our own chocolate,
are all brothers
xxx

The Master Plagerist 
 
he took all the great
literary masterpieces
in the world
fed them into his brain.
he did the same with all of
the world’s
great poetry
he programmed
his brain
to randomly select
words
from all of that
then he programmed his brain
to arrange
and rearrange
over and
over again
ha!
he said:
(rubbing his hands with unconcealed glee)

“one day soon I’ll be first
the master plagiarist
of the Universe!”

 

xxx

The Old Run-around

the old run-around
it’s been there forever
the path’s worn deep
in the center
sits The Guy
with the long white beard
most run clockwise, I run counter
I’ll never get to Heaven this way
do they have to keep playing Mahler’s Second?
I’m tired
maybe there is no Heaven
(you’re here, I saw you, running the other way)
is that a rocking chair He’s sitting on?

-well, why not have a Robert Crumb version of God?-
not only that, He’s eating popcorn
I’m hungry
wouldn’t mind some popcorn myself
it never rains in limbo
there’s no such thing as Hell
that would make it too interesting
there is only this Eternal Boredom
that meaning must be squeezed from
how else could we continue running?
do we have a choice?
I wish God had a whistle
that He would blow it once in awhile
so that we could all take a five minute break
from time to time
the sun’s always out, that’s something a bird or two singing 
would make it a bit more pleasing
do they have to keep playing Mahler’s Second? 
I’ll never get to heaven this way
most run clockwise, I run counter
in the center sits The Guy
with a long white beard
the path‘s worn thin
it’s been there forever
the old run-around
xxx

 
The Poet
 
there is this guy,
you see,
who has a nose
where his banana
should be
actually,
it’s more complicated
than that;
his banana is where
his nose should’ve been at
on the street
when his nose gets congested
if he tries to blow it
he gets arrested
he’s taken to wearing
baggy pants
to hide the drips
the pockets have open bottoms
so he can scratch, should his nose itch
he has a wide brimmed
Fedora hat
peers out from behind it
through holes in the brim

everywhere
that he goes
he takes the hat
with him
he was seen at a banquet
in a depressed mood;
he had created a riot
when smelling the food
most are fortunate
in the world’s races
having their parts
in the right places

xxx                                                                                                                  

 

The Umbrella & The Sewing Machine

the umbrella didn’t know what it was doing here
on this stainless steel table
or how it got here, or why, or when
it only knew it was male right now
and if opened would become female
and it was sure that
it was good for something
but not exactly sure what that something was
sewing machines, like dogs,
are most happy when they are working
and this one hadn’t been happy
for some time now
perhaps that fine looking black gent
over there has a rip
that needs mending
and what better place to do it
but on an operating room table
events such as this are rare
so rare that it may be happening just this once,
verbally, on this page

 xxx

The White Sweatshirt

front and back are splattered
yellow, red, blue,
orange, violet, green,
black smudges too
sleeves frayed, it’s got
cigarette burn fuzz,
in the spot
a younger heart was
worn night after night
in my studio stall,
hoping to be creative
with the canvas on the wall

the shirt’s about thirty
seen a thing or two.
I now wear it inside out
it almost looks like new
xxx
 

Moby Dick
         
yes
I confess
I’ve never read Moby Dick
that great American journey
but like a good consumer
I’ve always had my coffee at Starbucks
Ah habe
xxx

 

Western Two-Reeler

(“I don’t have the patience or the skills (that are) ne eded to be a
cutting room editor, and so I’m happy just to occasionally write
and direct the damned things.”Sergio Leone- ’Intervista Cinema Italiana’ Vol.4 #3 March ‘60)

(“movies are movies man.they are nothing like life. No one (sic) out there shouting ‘cut’ for real life events. ”-Klauz Klinger Slobinder,, ’Der Neu Kultur)
reel one:
mournful harmonica
echoed by distant banjo.
the screen brightens,
into daybreak.
below, a western town,
in nowhere.
the camera zooms slowly
into the sleeping town,
to the upper window
of a rotting wood building,
a dressed and booted man
asleep on a cot,
his head covered
with an old brown
wide brim Fedora.
cheap dresser
piled high
colored disks.
empty whiskey bottle
on floor
you won
all the chips.
but the guy who backed them
has left town.
you are broke                                                                                                                 
reputation busted.
you can’t afford
a shave
poor rich man
nasty looks from the landlord,
and his chambermaid wife
 
the players at the table,
down now to penny ante poker,
frown when they see you.
the hungry spider-eyed whore,
who once looked your way
with fake-sexy half closed eyes,
avoids you.
kids on the dusty streets
taunt you,
throw rocks,
giggle and run.
Annie Mae, you thought your love,
doesn’t want to be
with a loser
you’ve lost her.
hot summer,
endless sweat,
this hopeless place
is used up.

you have a gun
you could end it!
or, you could leave.
ride west,
other towns,
booze,
games to play,
other
Annie Maes

reel two:
the land flat
in all directions
to sharply defined horizon
division between earth and sky.
you high up
on proud brown mare
ride into the setting sun,

behind you thunderclouds, lighting flashes
angrily bid you good-by.
( prolonged shot,
the camera zooms back
to capture the glorious Technicolor
totality of the moment.
the soundtrack:
one of those conclusive bursts
from Mahler’s Symphony #2)
close up:
leathered skin
squinting eyes
leather chaps, sweat
montages:
 
hot days,
cold nights.
cut to:
lousy food

scenes:
 
bouts with lice,
barroom fights.
a sexy cracking female voice sings:
“there is no rest for a killer,
nor for the poker playing man,
and he can never return
to where his life began.
no, he can never return
to where his life began.”
constant change
is your blessing,
your curse,
you’ll never know family,
home, or place.
no child will call you daddy 
your memorable moments
will be of fleeting happenings.
your life:
forever new, same old places,
gambling,
whiskey,
stale cigarillos,
sagging hotel cots,
stained lumpy thin mattresses.
ride west
ever west, and then,
at the pacific
where the west ends,
drown,
but leave your horse at the shore.
(the horse
paws heartbreakingly
at the waters edge.)
your life,
was meaningless.
your existence,
pitiful.

your heritage,
blank pages
dust blown.

you blew it man.
sexy cracking female voice, to a series of flashback”:
‘some things look romantic and adventurist,
but they actually ain’t.
there never was, nor will there ever be,
a rounder who’s a saint.
his days short-change numbered,
he’ll not die in bed.
and when he is at last dead,
no more of him said.
when he is at last dead,
no more of him said.’
(melody is picked up by the harmonica and banjo.
long pull-away shot of the horse at the shore, shot from beneath
the water.)
screen slowly darkens.
house lights come on
everyone leaves
to go someplace.
*Klaus Zinner Slobinder, one of Germany’s founding ‘Die Neuen
Jungen’. His only western ’Ritt Sattelmann Ritt!’ (‘Ride
Saddleman Ride!’-premiered at The Second Koln Avant-Garde
Film Festival, 1968, B/W120 min.) was the last of three film
before his motorcycle death on his classic SF ‘48 Harley
OHV500cc, and was unusual in that it was filmed in one day in
Poland and is one of the few in history of the motion picture to
be completely ‘camera edited’, that is, the end product is ‘as
shot’ (no cutting or editing. The film’s location is presently
unknown.
xxx

 

The Wharf
(on Philip Guston’s painting ‘Wharf’)
when we look
we become
that scene
did it dawn
that sunset is you,
that you are that?
xxx

 
Where Are You?

a terrible thing has happened
since we parted
every woman that I see
looks exactly like you
how will I find you
in this crowd?
xxx













With shameful thanks and apologies to G.G. Belli, brilliant Trasteverian poet 1791-1863-Google him-and his disturbing sonnet ‘Judgement Day’, just credit where justly due. As you will see mine is also disturbing-not nearly as much as his- no matter my attempt at humor. 

The Final Ending

a dozen ducks with trombones to beak
will march while playing a tune
then stop and shout, “Quack! quack! quack!”
duck language for ‘Step back!’
then naked beings will gather round,
their hands covering their privates
and surround them, like subjects needing an author
and the blessed author will be The Big Duck in the sky
who will devide them into two parts, male and female
one group to go to the bottom, the other to the top
and finally a master of ceremonies will appear
and, cherishing his fifteen seconds of fame,
through a megaphone will shout
‘The Duck has left the building, everybody out’

xxx

 
The River Can Kill You

everything promises to bloom
and this will be your day
but the river can kill you

poor James went in with seven-two
and you’re laughing your ass away
but the river can kill you

bet your pocket highs
from behind your shades
yet the river can kill you

the flop will tell you
if you should fold or play
but the river can kill you

forth street is most often
neither here nor there
yet the river can kill you

you had your fun
you took your rides
but in the end
the river decides




xxx


     Chorus For A Happy Nonsense Poem.




        




        (keep the ‘oomppapa’s’ in the back of your head as you read the words)  




       OOMP PA PA -  OOMP PA PA/- OOMP PA PA - OOMP PA PA 




       OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh......................................... 

       Drap up the flew in a bettle 

       Slep in a brak for the trew 

       Pring on the plip in the brottle 

       And briw a gril of the lew 




       Scring the murd on a prittle 

       And srib a wintenner too... 




       And the brok of the plop 

       The nert of a snop 

       Will shittle and shattle the doo. 




       (repeat last three lines w/oompa’s) 

       (Then entire poem one octave up, then again two octaves down) 



xxx


"Living In The Negative World"




dawn

the green sun 

rises




brightening orange 

sky illuminates 

black popcorn clouds




pale blue skin lady love

in white panties and bra

has painted her nails green




she opens 

deep orange eyes

smiling

black teeth sparkle 

in the morning dark




It is spring

trees in multitudinous 

red glory




fall will come 

& they will be clothe 

in green splendor




Tonight, if a clear sky

my lady and I 

will venture out, 

marvel at the

full purplish moon

& thousands of black stars

in the bright night light



xxx
Epitaph




Give a hug-squeeze  

to the first person 

you chance to see,

no matter who or what

that person may be

            

Be it a hag, be it a whore,                     

be it a stranger, be it a bore,                      

be it a foe, be it a kin,                     

give ‘em a hug, then hug ‘em again 

                    

Then, everyone, have a drink, on me,

whatever you prefer,

fling the glasses into the fireplace

and send the bill to Hell

      

xxx